- [ ღ ] - “Hey guys, Alice here…Mun is deep into thought for the moment and since it’s late, she had decided to head off and go to bed. She’s been telling me that she has a lot to think about when it comes to me, and she had mentioned that I may go off on a break for a few days or even longer. That being said, she will give her offical desicion tomorrow once she wakes up or sometime in the afternoon and when she does…we’ll have to see what happens” the outsider sighed. “Either way, I will respect her desicions and if she believes that I have to go on a short break, then so be it…I’ll probably need it anyways…Also before I go, Mun told me to thank everyone who had been there for her these last few hours and that she is really grateful for all of the advice that she has been given (Mister Anon, Kairi Mun, Are you Alice Mun, Sweet Anon Mun and Lily Mun). Anyways, Good Night Everyone..”
lily-ofthe-hiddengarden said: I can sort of relate, it’s hard getting out there and get people’s attention. But you don’t complain as much as I do HAHA! (Cause I lose followers from it … ;;)
» I lose followers from doing that too! I bet when I wake up tomorrow, I’ll have a few less followers than I have now. But then again, if they don’t like the complaining, then they can go! But it is hard and other people make it look so easy, when it’s not! DX
thinkingofyou-whereveryouare said: Yeah, I try to not let it upset me. Even though, I do kind of feel left out when I see all of these other rpers getting more interactions. Eh.. I’m just happy with what I can get now days.
» Yea same here. If you like, I’ll interact with you on my Rhyme blog once I get her out of hiatus and even on my Cooro blog if you like? Especially seeing how I may go on break with Alice soon.
thinkingofyou-whereveryouare said: I understand. It’s happened to me, as well. Most of my threads were dropped, and when I would send them messages that it was their turn I’d have to continuously tell them and felt to be more of a bother, and I don’t want to come off as annoying.
» Exactly my thoughts! Especially when it comes to threads I really liked and they just die…now that makes me sad, but I try to let it go and move on and away from it.
thinkingofyou-whereveryouare said: Also I don’t really see you as complaining so much as the anon claimed. I understand that trying to interact with more people and getting no responses, etc., isn’t a good feeling when you like to interact with more, but don’t let that discourage you.
» It’s probably because I have interactions, I know that I do, and I have a few threads going, but having new partners is always fun. And like you said, creating posts, and getting no responses really do suck because I feel like my responses aren’t good enough to reply to or they are too short or even too long.
But yea, I should try not to let it discourage me, though I should also try and give Alice a break for a while, at least for a few days.
thinkingofyou-whereveryouare said: Hmm.. from what I see if people are going to really base it off of that, it seems the less followers you have the more interactions with others you get. And the more followers you get the less people become interactive. Which kind of sucks. :/
» That’s exactly one of the things I am trying to say! I’ve mention it before and it isn’t because I am complaining, but the more I gain followers, the less interaction I get!
I think I had more interaction with people when I had less followers and though I am happy with the number I have, I don’t feel like I even deserve that amount or that I shouldn’t have that amount.
sweet—-anon said: (( *hugs* If they get to complain that you’re complaining you can complain all you want about things. It’s human nature and free speech. And shhhhhh you are not annoying you are a sweetie pie okay ))
» Well that is true, if someone can go and send a mean comment to another whenever they feel like it, then why can’t someone complain? We are all just expressing how we feel and if other people don’t like it, then they should ignore it.
You’re sweet as well! -hugs back-
thinkingofyou-whereveryouare said: That didn’t sound very nice.. (not your response, but what they sent) :/ who cares about the number, it’s not really about the followers… why does everyone base it off of followers? Bah.. anons. -_-
» Because many thinks that if you have so many followers that you are automatically popular, when that isn’t the case for everyone.
A person can have less followers than another and have more interactions then the one with more followers, but since the other has more, people just assume.
I guess the anon assume that I get a lot of attention because of the number of followers I have.
sweet—-anon said: (( Anon, shut the fuck up please! Did you happen to know that humans are social creatures and attention is in fact a thing they need to function properly? So even if she is complaining she has ever right to and you need to fuck yourself! ))
(( And technically it is hate so *shrugs*))
» Thank you for defeanding me Sweet Anon, but I am fine with what the other anon said. I understand what they are trying to tell me and I know that my complaining is annoying and frustrating, trust me I know that a lot!
But thank you Sweet Anon mun,
P.S: I like that your blog is actually based on an anon that is sweet to others.
» Thank you for the input Mister Anon, you are stating the obvious that even I know!
But do you think I am actually complaining because of the fandom? Trust me, I know that I have more followers than other people in my fandom does and I am honesty shocked that I have more since I complain a lot.
But as much as my complaining sounds like I want attantion and I admit that about half of it does, I am also complaining for other reasons as well.
I’m actually am emotional lately and Alice herself is actually emotional lately too and it isn’t mainly because I don’t get attention. I’ve been feeling like this, even when I do get attention, so I assure you that this isn’t the main reason for it.
But thank you for the input and telling me that this isn’t hate (Even though I know I deserve that)
But I have a lot to think about now and what I should do with Alice.
P.S: No matter how much it sounds like, I am not sounding sarcastic or mean, I really do mean thank you for your input, but with a lot in my mind right now, I know I may come off mean.
» Hopefully…I have been feeling like this a little over two months now and maybe even longer, but Alice’s feelings has been strong enough these past few weeks.
Maybe if I stay in my Cooro or my Rhyme blogs I’ll be happy since they are my muses that are usually happy and positive.
But I know that it will be very hard for me to stay completely away from Alice, so maybe if I limit my time with her and log out to go into a new blog, then hopefully my feelings will go away.
I’ll have to think real hard about this and maybe Alice will have to say goodbye to a few people for a while…
Thank you Anon for trying to help and for dealing with me and my issues. I don’t even know who you really are, but I’m happy that someone actually took the time to listen to me, instead of just ignore me like usual.
» That’s what I am most likely going to have to do…I think I am going to have to go on my other blogs more and leave Alice’s alone for a bit…but for some reason every time I tried, I always end up coming back here, even when I don’t have anything to do.
Maybe I can do that if I try…I mean I have two new muses, one who is just becoming active and another one that I still need to start interacting with, and I also have two other muses that I need to bring out of hiatus since I accidently brought them into it…
Maybe if I go back to one of those blogs more, I can try and clear my head…but I feel like once I come back on here, all these feelings are just going to come back all over again…
…I’m sorry Mister Anon, I am becoming too complicated for you, aren’t I?
» I don’t want to delete my blog!
But it is also this blog that gives me more mood swings then I’ve ever had in my life! It’s one of the main reasons why Alice herself has been depressed lately and even had thoughts of hurting herself (Which I won’t do to myself, but Alice herself has actually been thinking that)
…I don’t know, I mean maybe I should go on Hiatus for a while, but at the same time I really don’t want to either because Alice is the first blog I’ve made here on tumblr and I don’t want my issues to get to me. Plus if I go on hiatus, then I may never come back on this blog and then it would basically be as if I deleted this blog, but without doing so!
Then at the same time if I do go on hiatus, I may be able to clear my head a bit and whatever amount of followers that actually stay may actually be the one’s who really cares…but then again I won’t really know if they care or if they just haven’t cleared out their following list yet.
…I mean maybe it is just selfishness that is getting to me since when it comes to some of my favorite blogs and some of my favorite rp partners, I want to rp with them a lot of times and sometimes I just wish and hope that they would reply to a open thread of mine or send me something and when they don’t and do so to someone else, I guess I get annoyed and frustrated because I would always do so to them, but then harely do with me
…But then if I think about telling them how I am feeling, I start thinking to myself that I am just being selfish and clingy and that I should just be happy with the interactions that I already have with them…but at times I don’t and then I get upset again for no reason at all.
ask-shy-cassidy said: // I’d rp with you anyday…
» Thank you
pokemontrainerkimmy-and-treebaby said: I’d rp with you. If you tagged me in a starter then I may not have seen it because my tag has been glitching out for the past month or so.
» I think I tagged you in a starter once, don’t remember when or what, but I think many people’s tags had been glitching a bit lately. But thank you
» Mister Anon, if you are going to send another message, can I first say sorry for how rude I may had sound in my last reply?
I re-read it and I realized that I may had sounded mean or rude and I just wanted you to know that I am not acting like that to you in general, but just because I am frustrated…and well you know I am conflicted on what to do with Alice or this blog.